Monday, January 16, 2006

jaded

just came home after a msia and mj trip with the bunch, feeling kinda down so i'm just blogging... haha... just felt that sometimes u dun really know wat u want with yourself and your partner... leading to problems and arguements that really drain urself away.... and its not as easy as just saying sorry or ending everything... fucked up.... maybe its all the Sai Gang for the new year for my house that is making me very screwed... dunno la. think i should just sit back and relax la... as always... carefree.....

haha... back to some lighter stuff... our dear rick is now the official "Elephant King", recording a 3 elephant in a pok, and our swim wear has recorded a legend... Big Three Round.. dunno why i went to play with her also... feel fucking stupid, but i think its just coz i wanna play mj bah. and as expected, she made me NXCN with her "tiles very lousy, and yet still kept feeding logic".. lose around 20 bucks... ok la. new year chalet coming up next, dunno wat we're gonna do there but i think i wun repeat the mistake of playing with our trunks there, before i get high blood pressure and vomit blood. think it will be our Man Oh Man night as planned bah... at least i hope it will... haha, i drink alot when i'm down so u guys make sure you're prepared and catch up yeah?

Later...