First of all, sorry Don, override ur post. My dog, 黒黑, she left me and my family this evening. She was a gentle and friendly dog, out of the 5 that i used to have. She was born in my house 11 years ago, and has been with my family since then. When she was born, she has difficulties walking.... but all was good as she was just a late bloomer thats all. She has her soft spots for food, always wondering around that the dinner table waiting for stuff to eat. Ironically, she left us when it was just dinner time, and she did not had her last meal.... 黒黑 was also the jealous type, whenever i play with the other dogs she will be unhappy and start scratching me for attention. The only one with black fur, taken from her father, she was unique in her own way. Her gentle and lazy behavior, her innocent look when she has done something wrong, will be dearly missed by me and my family. Hope she and her mother will see each other and they are in a much better place.
This is the second time that my dog passed away. As many of u may know, i used to have 5 dogs, now its down to 3. They have been with me for 12-14 years, half my lifetime. From secondary school, ji, ns and even till working life, they are an important part of me. Losing someone that close to u is really a fucking shitty feeling. Yes yes, its part and parcel of life... but its also part and parcel of it to feel sad and heartbroken when they eventually leave u, be it u saw it coming or not.
After all my dogs have eventually passed on, i will never ever keep pets again. This really too hard for me to take....
Byebye 黒黑........
